How did I go through with this day after day?
How did I learn to go through life this way?
Living with my pain, not even bothering to care,
Trying to be happy was something I wouldn’t dare.
How did I do this and still be here today,
Crying in silence and never having anything to say.
Then there was this ray of hope in my darkest storm,
And finally short times of happiness started to form.
I decided to get help and go on with my life,
To deal with my problems and not go to the knife.
I was put on some medicine to get me through the day,
Because I knew I cocouldn't keep living this way.
But now a day without medicine and I’m back to depression,
And sadness became my only expression.
So how did I do this, live life this long,
Now I sit and try to be strong.
I can’t go back to this life, I can’t go on with the pain,
Once you know happiness you get tired of the rain,
So I will keep my head high and follow my ray of light,
And I will continue to go on with this fight.
