The last letter I'll ever write

The last letter I ever write
Will pull the strings of your heart
Showing this true might
To tear the soul apart

My tears mix with the ink
The thought of letting you go
But it seems that I’m too dead to think
And this pain will only grow

Tonight, I write my ending speech
As the teacher can only give
Found the point, I can’t reach
I can’t preach to myself how to live

Teardrops touch the knife tip
Pain flows through the beer
Insecurity fuses with arsenic
Death is not something to fear

Rolling down the hill I clutch
A flower between my palms
Hoping I can bounce through the rain
Back into your arms

im sorry baby....... i love you