How I Feel

How will you feel when I’m gone?
Will you say those three words when I’ve passed on?
I wished on a star that you’d give me a chance
My heart’s catastrophe, And that star just laughed at me
Asked me what I was trying to prove, seeking a dream that could never be
Tears dropped into rain, and when it rains, it pours
You’re always on my mind. Do I even cross yours?
Every time you’re near, my heart beats out of my chest
I’m obsessed; I gotta thank the Lord that I’m blessed
To know you, I wish I could show you
What I’m feeling’, but I’m too scared to let you see my other side
It’s my better side, so I don’t know why I still hide
But I do, and maybe my fear makes me more afraid
Maybe you’ll know how I feel one day...