Is there a secret to end this pain
It’s getting stronger, so many people to blame
Forgiveness won’t do it , it still remains
When people look in my eyes, I m not the same
Why is this secret so hard to reveal
Can it trace back the beginning of tears
Will it put an end to all of my fears
And leave a smile on my face for the rest of my years
Who will be the one to reveal it to me
Will he come in my sleep or while I m awake
Will it all be a nightmare, or a challenge to take
If I except to listen, who’s trust do I break
The truth is I m confused, I don’t know what to do
Should I turn to the blade, cut my wrist cause of you
While the blood pours from my veins you’ll ask what did I do
As if you’re not a witness of what I been through
There’s many ways to put an end to this pain
I could turn to the lord and praise him everyday
In the morning when I wake I could kneel down and pray
But is this guaranteed to work, can this pain really go away
Then there are the oceans, rivers, and lakes
I could hear the water calling promising to take away the pain
I would no longer be alone walking around in the rain
It won’t be very painful, but the air in my lungs will not remain
At night I stand alone, looking at the sky
Counting every single stare noticing they’re just to high
I look down at the concrete from the corner of my eye
I know as soon as I hit the ground my soul will be free to fly
When I m alone in my room I think of all these things
How can I get rid of it, how did it find me in the first place
What did I do wrong , how far back do I have to trace
I could get rid of myself, but this pain I could never erase
