Break the skin and watch it bleed
Close your eyes and plant a seed
of the new shattered hopes and dreams you will have faith upon
Although you know your just putting yourself threw a new con
Slow motion, Fast going
This scar will always be showing
See their mouths move Hear nothing
but body language of the fake life's attempted to be something
They tell me come up with something happy
but no thoughts come to mind ,i write when I'm feeling crappy
Go on with my day
Watch them all play
Wish i could become a child again
On those days when...
Everything was right no worries in the world
but now i deal with so much ...the blood makes little whirls
There's no fear involved
It's just this problem that is never to be solved.
Here I sit where the minutes become hours,
My eyelids begin to tower.
Dreams of this experience dance threw my brain,
Wondering how to bare the pain.
