The Reason

Its the reason I wake every day
my pillow stained with tears
The reason that I cried last night
to wash away my fears

Its the reason for the smile
that is forced upon my face
Its the reason I obsess about
a past I cant erase

Its the reason for my loneliness
depression and despair
The reason for my broken heart
The reason I still care

Its the reason I cant let you go
The reason my hope died
The reason for every painful tear
with a broken heart I cried

Its the reason that I hate myself
in every single way
The reason for every wish I've made
and every time I pray

Its the reason for my heart beat
and every breath I take
The reason that I learned
from every small mistake

Its the reason for tears from the truth
and smiles from a lie
Your the reason for my living
and without you I would die