As the day turns to night
and as the dark turns to white
and as delight turns into fright
the pain which becomes quite
and lye there all night
and notice your..
stuck..and..tight..
in pain you cannot explain.
so as you struggle to get free
you soon notice there is no key
so as you keep falling on your knees
your begging for forgiveness in some degree.
so as the pain
causes SO many awful memories
and as you try to attain
to be free
you get stuck lying there ashamed
that you have got stuck again and cannot come forth
so as your straining
you get in more shit like before
and as you try to ignore
your problems they build up more
and as soon as you notice your on the floor
not being able to take anymore
your here battling through your problems like a war.
so as your pain leaves u a surprise
with many lies
and also cries
you get goodbyes
as people despise
and as there are many ways to survive
you get caught by lies
so as the people you love dies
you turn around
and you try to hide yourself in disguise
but as you try to hide
you find yourself crying
and feeling like your going to die
so as you try putting the pain aside
it comes back inside
so as less expected it collide
all these emotions
and all these cries.
so as you lye below
hiding, although
all the people are watching down on you
laughing as you are the odd one out
so as they laugh about
your appearance, or just jokes
you get in doubt
of who you really are
and start believing them.
so as you keep strong
even though you don't belong
you try, along
the people who have left you
the disaster they gave you
the blessing they killed
your personality that they screwed
the friendship thats through
the innocence you've had in you
your common sense that you have once viewed
the happiness that you once had in you
so as i look at WHO..
i just wish you subdue
so as i give you my final thought
you should ought to know
you have brought me
and taught me
and even fought me
that being you is distraught.
so as i make my last request
and i wish you the best
on how you have messed
with all of my life
so as i sit here depressed
and as i try suggest
that the pain you gave me
and as the evil your possessed
killed me I..die..
so as they notice I'm lying here dead
you see ashes there
while nothing else is to be said
and as my suicide poem are read
and as my body is shred
in red
I'm lying here in bed
and as as my family have said
that i wasn't not normal
well... theres nothing else to be said.
