Without Me (Part 2)

I hope you realize
What you’ve done
Every little comment
About how I wasn’t good enough
Added up through the years
And finally it reached a price so high
That there was only one way
To pay it off

I was the one
Who had to pay in the end
And my life was the only thing
With enough value
So I gave it up
To pay for your mistakes
And pay off your debts

I know it wasn’t on purpose
You didn’t really want this
You didn’t think it would go this far
But it’s not my fault
That you made that mistake
And I hope you understand
How far you pushed me

Don’t mourn for me
Because I know if you did
That it would only be an act
If you had really cared enough
Then you never would’ve pushed me
To the point of breaking

As I was growing up
I never could’ve seen things end
In such a way
But as I grew older
I finally began to discover
What is behind the masks
People wear everyday

Don’t blame yourself
Don’t feel guilty
I don’t want that from you
I just want you to understand
The role you played in my downfall

If you do feel guilty
And blame yourself
It’ll be too late
Because by this time
You’re already living your life
Without me around
For you to put through pain

*part 1 was the feeling sorry about doing it and not wanting people to feel bad. part 2 was the angry part where you just want to blame people who put you through pain*