Finally I Fly

Is my life so worthless
That nothing I do can destroy it more
If I took drugs would I fall?
Fall beneath the boundaries of myself

I can hear the voices in my head
Telling me that I’m not perfect
I’m stupid, just wasting space on gods precious world
So why won’t he let me leave

As time is slowly running low
I realise this moment and take it
Now is the time to end it all
Now is time for me to leave
I will end it all myself

I pick up my blood stained Stanley knife
I start to make my crimson treasure
Watching it, feeling it
Tonight is my good night

As I feel myself slipping away
I just can’t help but smile
No more indults, no more rejections
No more pain and suffering
And finally I fly

© Lucy Green

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