I don't Think I can Hold on.
I don't think I can Stay.
It's Just the Way I am Treated Every day!
"You Fat little S**t."
"You Enormous Pig!"
I am not even Fat.
I'm A Skinny Little Twig!
People who Loved me before, Hate me now.
I don't know how!
This Life is Hard to Live
So Tonight is my Last night.
I am No Longer Gonna try to Fight.
Why are People So mean.
It just Isn't Right!
They Don't know How Many Tears I have Cried Over the years!
Just Because I can't Exactly Dance.
Can't Exactly Show the Real Me.
Or I think it is it a Fact that I cant See!
People Don't Understand.
It's Like I fell and Can't Land!
I would Like to Say Bye To my Mother that was So true and Made my life a Little worth to live.
But I rather see what Dad is offering to give.
I would Love to see Him again. Even in that Big City In the Sky.
I would Like to Say Bye to The only Friends that were True.
I would Like to Say Bye To my Sweet Little Brothers Who i love Dearly.
And My Lovely Sister...Sorry you Cant See Clearly, Soon you'll Learn braille and learn how to read and write. Sorry that this is my Last night. Tomorrow My Family will see a girl Being Chocked by a rope.
For At least I hope.
This Life isn't worth Living So I Leave this world By Writing this poem...That only on this site..it would be shown. But this is my Last night and I have to Make this decision Right..I will think and think till the clock turns to 3:00AM and Continue with my Decision i made within...But I would Love to Say Bye to the only ones true.
Sorry to Say That Person Is not you.
-Some things are True In this Poem About me...But others aren't....I would Never want to kill my self!-
