Just expressing myself

When i look to my left i see a dark hole, but when i look to my right i see a pure black hole

i am trapped in this world, as people hurt me, my Pope has died, blessed be that man who was so great

when i see his face it give me hope, hope that i can feel love like that one day

a love that is given from the world

but then i look back at my life, and that face becomes less and less a picture and more and more pain

it fades from my eyes and i am not sure what to do,

my life has nothing to show for itself, there is nothing i can tell you that will make you smile

instead it write depressing stories about how i have been hurt. why, why must this emotion be released that is so depressing to me

i wish sometimes, i just wish, that my problems will go away for one day, just for one day

i always figure if ignore them long enough then they will go away

but they just end up getting bigger and falling harder on me at a later time

if only that wish of mine, could, just could come true..........