My friend says hi i smile "hey there"
ha ha what a fake
i talk with joy and humor in my voice
but my life is no piece of cake
i walk around, letting people know that ha ha I'm OK
what a geek, how intelligent i can be but how little i show
what the real answer is to the problems, is now what i say
i pretend I'm cool, act like I'm down
make people think that I'm popular
and i will never let them see my frown
the lies i tell, the jokes i say, the laugh
ha ha ha ha
all untrue gesture acted out through my mentality that is called....defense
that no one will know my pain, what i have gone through
sure i may let it slip once in a while
but trust me when i say, when you think i act myself, its most likely not true
