So lonely
i can’t even feel anymore
i want to feel the love of someone’s touch
but i am forever numb
so cold
i can’t even move
i want to feel a warm embrace
but i am forever frozen
so lost
i can’t even recognize myself
i want to see the color of love
but i am forever gray
so angry
i can’t even think clearly
i want to wake my sleeping soul
but i am forever unconscious
so afraid
i can’t even breathe
i want to reach for the knife
but i am forever helpless
so strong
i can’t even give up trying
i want to feel the love of your touch
so i will forever try
so loving
i can’t even walk away from you
i want to feel the warmth of your smile
so i will forever live…
when everything in life seems to go so wrong
you start to feel like dying
but if you find that special one that makes you feel alive
for her heart you can’t stop trying
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i know this poem is really bad, so be gentle with criticizms, please!