I'll Miss You My Friend

Every day i hear about young girls
Who try take their lives
The only thing they talk about
Is how they use their knifes

I used to pity these girls
I'd think about what they do
Then i realized i was one of them
The facts were all there it was true

A pen knife lay by my bed side
I knew what it was i must do
The blade so shiny and lethal
The sensation was exciting and new

After that day i got hooked
On hurting myself with a knife
Nobody knew or cared
What i did with my broken life

Knowing i had not a hope
I decided to cut deeper still
I found that i could not stop
I probably never will

Soon my friends found out
One said "please don't do any more"
He made me promise I'd stop
But when i get sad I'm not sure

I'm not sure if i can keep it
I cant keep the promise i made
When i get sad i am helpless
My feelings of strength slowly fade

I'm sorry i broke our agreement
I went and cut myself again
But this time i went to far
Now i can feel the pain

During my last minutes
I wrote this poem for you
Thank you for caring about me
Forgive me for not being true

Now i can feel my strength fading
My life has come to its end
Thanks for standing by me
I will miss you my friend

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This poem was about a good friend of mine who made me stop hurting myself.....i will never break the promise....thank you...you know who you are.