Just go

As I cut and I bleed every night on my own
Constantly slicing closer to the bone
Drawing these pictures in my little book
Quelling your laughter with the malice in my look

Staring at my pain all mapped out on my ceiling
All this laughter in my head I have no feeling
Washing my hands of the blood on my skin
Staring at my reflection, the life I've ruined

As I keep fading away from this life I despise
Trying to run from the hate in your eyes
Feeling so numb and controlled by my pain
Beginning to kill myself in my mind once again

Looking away from the blood on the ground
When I slit my wrists, my scream makes no sound
Falling away from the ropes in my hand
Nobody loved me, you don't understand