Cutting the Skin

As i take the blade
and cut the skin
i look back and remember
all the reason for it
what you did to me
how u treated to
the blood begins to flow
heaver and heaver
the red just goes
i hit the floor and begin to scream
the blade actually went to deep
i didn't mean for it to go this far
i didn't want to die
all i wanted was to help the pain
to disappear
but that didn't help
i just let it go more
i wasn't ready to die
i didn't even write a note
things weren't going as i wanted
i couldn't handle the pain
i started to cry
screams flew out
no one could hear me
they all just ignored me
then you came running
holding me in your arms
i always thought u hated me
until i seen your tears
you called 911 and asked me why
i couldn't answer i was to weak
the ambulance came and took me
i was so closed to dieing and i
just finished crying!