I Must Not Cry...You Loved Me

I am thinking of your soft eyes now...the way they smiled when they looked upon me, and the way they held my loving gaze.

I am thinking of you now...the way you are slowly drifting away from me. Have I done something wrong? Can I fix what I have done? Why do you not love me any more?
I know that I love you...enough to let you be happy with your life. If that means being away from me, then I will go, because I do not want your eyes to be so sad.

If we part, I should like it to be on good terms, because I love you so deeply that I feel like there could never be something more than this emotion for you. Love is something more to me. Please, let me know what your evasive mind is thinking. I know you love me, but maybe you do not love me the same way that you used to...

...I know I am not good with these words, but please forgive me, because thinking about parting with you leaves me breathless with anxious sorrow. The torment inside my heart is more than words can describe, because I cannot imagine being with anyone but you. I trust you...I want you...to be happy. If that means having me leave, then I will go.

I love you...and I will go.
I must not cry...