You're steering me away...

You hold me close...
yet at the same time...
you are steering me away.

I don't know how to tell you this,
I don't know what to say,
I've tried talking to you...
but nothing ever comes out.

You make me feel secure when you hold me in your arms,
but the security soon leaves,
and all is lost.

I've tried to love you...
I've tried to bare you...
but all that ever happens is pain.

It is a different pain though,
a pain that no one else can feel,
Just me.
For I am lost when I am with you,
and as confused as ever before...

(this part is optional, I am taking suggestions on whether or not to keep it or not)
I'm sorry...
sorry for wasting your time,
and sorry for the pain I may of caused,
and I am sorry for being the worst.