Suicide thoughts cross my mind

I may be crazy
i may be in pain
but sum-one in this life of mine
Ive made my letter
maybe its my time
please i don't wanna hear it, anymore,
maybe its my depression
maybe its my cuts because of you
for how else shall i know
i just simply don't
i trusted and gave you my love
that turned around and stabbed me in my back
for all you have done made me feel this way
maybe ill take a blade cut a far far far away from here
please o please understand all of this
i could be crazy
i may be in pain
i may have very high depression
maybe ill do this just for you
everyday it seems so new
everyday i just wish this life is over
once and for all
* maybe this is a suicide not but why should you give a damn