Our Secret

I tried so hard to get over you
but your constantly on my mind,
but of course these feelings
i have to hide.
i could almost say I'm in love
its the way you make me feel,
and this is coming from someone
who says love isn't real!
I'm not so sure i believe that
not anymore,
my whole world turns around
when you come to my door.
a side of me has come out
that no-one has ever seen,
and i have you to thank for that
you have brought out the best in me.
the only thing that is currently
standing in our way,
is your girlfriend
she is our constant delay.
i am now good friends with her
and feel bad deep inside,
for you are cheating on her with me
and its hard to hide.
but i cant stop what I'm doing
i don't want to lose you again,
last time i did
it was too much pain.
your the one who makes me smile
your the one that makes me cry,
your the one i run to
when i want to run and hide.
I've told you before how i feel
then i took it back,
i guess i was just scared
of how you might react.
so once again my feelings are hidden
but still i cant help but smile,
lying to everyone to see you is wrong
but in the end it's worthwhile.
i know i shouldn't be doing this
we are both in the wrong,
but i know i cant stop
its you I've loved all along.
so this can stay our little secret
as it has been for a long time now,
and maybe if I'm lucky enough
we will be together someday, somehow.