My Little Secret

© Sarah Yost

I have a little secret,
No one can know,
I have a love inside,
I can never show.

Its a sin to most,
But you know I don't care.
This feeling is strong,
I feel it everywhere.

Sh, don't tell,
Theres already so much hate.
Sh, don't tell,
Even though I know its to late.

I know you know,
Still theres no need to care,
Once upon a time,
You had the same feelings there.

But they're not there anymore,
Or so you have said.
You told me everyday,
To you I was dead.

Even though this hurt me,
It hurt me so bad,
Its nothing worse,
Then the pain already had.

By the one you love now,
He gave it all to me,
I wish you good luck,
And that one day you'll see.

So we are with them now,
Not with eachother.
This dreading inside,
Cured by another.

The sin I long for,
Should soon dissapear.
Maybe then,
The fog will all clear.

But untill that day,
I know how it will be.
Always with him,
Never with me.