Open my soul

Hold me tight, never let me go,
Reveal the scars, I refused to show,
This is the real me, open your eyes,
Hear the silent screams, the last goodbyes,
It’s over now and I’m moving on,
Because I’ve proved to myself, I can be strong,
F**k all you people who put me down,
Or sighed whenever you saw me frown,
Because this is who I am, deal with it,
Or I’ll prove it to you with my deepest slit,
Yes it’s my past but it will return,
If you don’t let it, it will burn,
A hole right through my patchwork heart,
And take me right back to the very start,
For now it is over, and I’m finally free,
This gives you a chance to meet ‘the real me’,
No more games and no more lies,
No more masks to help my disguise,
Accept who I am and what I do,
Accept I don’t care, I’m still in love with you,
You used me and broke my heart once again,
Caused so many unwanted slits upon my vein,
Your name gently carved into my wrist,
From the knife I slammed down with a vicious twist,
Welcome to my world, please do come in,
And open my soul to reveal the hurt within.