Last Breath

*~*i know its long but its about one of my best friends and how he died and it feels as if he was the one who wanted me to write this for him....so please read all of it and comment!*~*

you feel trapped
helpless
lonely
like your at the bottom of an ocean
deeper and deeper you go
(away from everyone)

away...far far away
you listen....nothing except the silent beat of your heart

you're scared
what will happen next?
you sit in pain
waiting for your last breath

sitting....
silence....
patient....
you feel the pills kicking in

you know what's about to come
but you don't let it get to you

you've been sitting awhile
the pain is killing you now
you lay on the bed
thinking....
wondering.....why?

why did i do this?
what made me go this far?
was it all worth it?...
to give my life at the age of 14?

you try to get help
but the pain is too much now
it hurts
sharp painful needles poking you

in your head you hope someone,
ANYONE, will find you before its too late....
shadows.....
blackness....
whispers in your ear

your time here is getting low
you don't think you'll make it

you need to cough
but the pain is too much to handle

you're sweating....
heart beating faster and faster
water....
you need water

its choking you....
tighter and tighter it squeezes
suffocating.....

pain.... too much pain

finally the cough you've been waiting for comes...
but its not normal.....
somethings wrong
your scared
(fear comes over you)

you look up...more weaker than before
you see a light
hot.....so hot

you're loosing sight.....
its hard to see
you cant go on like this....
you have to scream....

but you cant breathe
too much pain....
the taste of blood fills your mouth,
you try to spit, but it just runs down your cheek.......

soon.....
soon.......
you can feel it now
in the pit of your stomach

your eyelids are too heavy to keep open
so you shut them.....
tight.....
you squeeze them shut.....

hoping and praying your not coming to an end....but you are....

now you feel it........your last breath