All the things I put you through
and all the wrong things you say; you really think that loving you
can make all this go away?
If I stay and focus on the positive,
instead of giving up with a goodbye-
would you stop being so honest,
but of course without the lies.
I know I'm not a piece of cake,
I don't always make you happy, I don't always make your day.
And though I really want to make this better,
I keep on failing every time I try.
I feel I'm loosing you everyday- until its forever and it makes me want to die.
I'm scared that its all my fault,
that maybe you're perfect and I'm the mess.
I didn't want to hurt you, I never meant to cause u all this stress.
I will always tell you truths because you deserve it,
but my truths are really painful, and its best if I don't know them.
Dreamers don't know how to handle honesty, so please remain my hero-
if you truly love me.
I will be faithful
I will be true,
If you can avoid saying all those painful truths.
Maybe you're balanced and know that people deserve what they get,
but in my sick world i think we all deserve to be happy if we truly regret.
I've never loved anyone the way i love u, and it really would suck if i loosed you.
But how can we make all this fighting disappear?
How can you stop me from crying another tear?
How can I stop being angry 24/7?
Why do we have to bring hell into our heaven?
Relationships aren't easy, without no doubt,
maybe we still have a long way to learn what love is truly about.
But I do love you today, and I'll still love you tomorrow,
sorry for giving you so much stress, and so much sorrow.
We'll make it work
at least we have to try...
but we just cant give up,
i cant say goodbye,
