I came in from school at 4
and slashed away the day
i cut to keep the pain outside
and inside pain went away
yet when i went to school at 9
you saw my poor red arm
and i could see your thoughts which were:
"what drove her to self harm?"
to which all that i can say
and yes, this all is true
no one really cared for me
until i met you
you helped me with the pain of life
you held me when i fell
you loved me for who i was
and calmed my living hell
without you dread to think
where exactly i would be
you just pulled me from the edge
and held me in safety
so thank you, thank you, thank you
i hope one day i can too
do something so amazing
to repay my debt to you
this is dedicated to Tom and Sarah and Joel, without whom (though they might not know it) i probably wouldn't be here. i know that they have no idea what i do to myself.... but still. thanks. love u guys so much, u have no idea how much u have helped me
