I still dont hate you

I am looking back upon it
those days not long ago
i wish i could remember
how you laughter used to go
i wish that i could see
the twinkle in your eyes
and i hope that someday somehow
the truth will began to show
how did we fall so fast
and hang on for so long
i never thought it would happen
i cant see what went wrong
i know our lives are forever
changed in so many ways
we were so close to each other
for so very many long days
i guess nothing lasts forever
this is the longest it has been
neither you nor i have said
that we still consider each other friends
the pain inside my heart
will never cease to exist
but there are some things out there
i must learn how to forget
i will still always worry
every night i still cry
its a week as of today
since i said goodbye to you
i don't know if i can forgive
after everything you have done
i hope i don't forget you
i hope you remember me
the memories are fading
but they still live inside of me
i don't want to be friends anymore
but i wish that we could find a way
to stop from hating each other
each and every day
things can be so much better
if you would just give it a try
stop blaming other people
stop with the telling lies
i believe in you
i know you can make this through
and just in case you were wondering... no i don't hate you

Tracy and my friendship is over... i cant forgive her and she cant forgive me. its OK i just wanted her to know that i don't hate her... i just cant take the pain anymore.