He doesnt even know

He doesn't even know the things he did to me
tho they are so obvious he still could not see

On that day that he broke up with me
he was so far from setting me free

I cry myself to sleep every night
trying to decide if what he did was right

Now i wish he was someone i'd never met
and i wish all the things i could forget

And the fact is now that he is gone
i don't want myself to hold on

But there are things he wont let me do
thats because what we had was so pure and true

Now each and every passing day
this tragedy is something that just wont go away

So i stare myself dead in the face
and all my memories i try to erase

And when I'm lying in bed i ask myself "why"
Why are there tears that i cry?

He's the one who put me through all this pain
so he's the one who should b blamed

But i guess loving a guy has a cost,
because every guy that I've loved, I've lost

And yet, still, he doesn't even know