Now what?

Now that i am away from you i do not know what to do. i drive myself simply crazy because i can not have you. i miss you so much it drives me insane i miss you so much that i am in pain.you told me you loved me and expressed that you cared but why is it that i turn around and you are not there? i have been through so much i do not know what to do. i think if i have you then it would be true. dreams do come true and my dream is to have you. so close to my heart so i can hold you and tell u that i love you,but my dreamhs not come true so now i have to wait. i go to sleep and have that dream and wait til i have you again.