I have known you my whole life and you have been my best friend since day one.when July25,1993 came i had to go away but you still came to see me every weekend. thats how i grew to know you. by seeing you on the weekends. then back to that place as i knew as hell,only because i was not with you. then i became the age ten and i was given the decision to stay in hell or go to heaven with you. of course i said to go to heaven with you.we became closer then ever.i told you my secrets and you were there for me to tell them to. then things started to changed in your eyes on December24,2000,when your first angel was taken. i know it hurt the both of us very much but it did not mean for you to change toward me. then you started to change and once again i saw that fire in your saw that once warmed my life with love and compassion.then out of know where things started to change so very much and we were left with nothing. i only had one thing to do to help the both of us. i had to go back to hell.i know i did not want to but i knew it would help the both of us.i knew if i went back i would not be able to see my best friend and that would hurt terribly but as long as i knew i had your love i would be OK.i just want you to know,no matter whether I'm in hell with out you or in heaven with you i will always love you and you will always be my best friend. i love you daddy
