Without You (Part 1)

When I found you
I didn't want to believe
What you had done
But your cold skin and poured blood
Does not lie
And I knew it was true

I can't believe what is happening
You meant so much to me
I never wanted to let you go
But I couldn't hold on
When it was your plan
I couldn't have been able to stop you
Even if I had known

Is this my fault?
Oh God, please no
Don't let your last thoughts
Been hatred towards me
Forgive me
I'm sorry it went this far

Is this what you really wanted?
If this was your only way out
Then I'm sorry for what I've done
Please just know
That I'm not mad
I don't blame you
I just wish
That I don't have to live
Without you around