Without You (Part 2)

I can't believe you did this
As I stare at your pale face
I can see that you're really gone
You left me here
To suffer alone

Didn't I mean anything to you?
I thought we were close
I thought you loved me
I know I loved you
And I never would've done this to you
Even if I was miserable
I would've tried to make it through

Is this my fault?
You can't blame me for this
It wasn't my mistake
That you messed up your life
I'm sorry for everything I did
But this is not my fault

Is this what you really wanted?
For me to feel so miserable?
You say you were suffering
And that's why you ended it
But did you ever think of me?
What I would do
Now that you're gone?

I can't believe you did this
Everything that happened
Was not always my fault
But now you've shoved it all on me
And everyone will soon be blaming me
For us now living our lives
Without you around

*second half to the 'without me' poems. decided to show the other point of views. both the sadness and anger sides.*