This Is What I Deserve...

Use me and abuse me,
Then do it once more,
Punch me hard in the face,
Till I fall to the floor.

Spit on me with hate,
And say we were all a lie,
Tell me you don't love me,
And look me dead in the eye.

Grab my fragile arm,
With your strong, heavy fist,
Then take a sharp razor blade,
And cut at my wrist.

Give me a bit of salt and ice,
So I feel immense pain,
Then continue cutting away,
Till you eventually reach a vein.

Stare into my sobbing face,
And feel no remorse at all,
Pick me up, then knock me back down,
Laughing while I fall.

Take away my dignity,
And strip my body bare,
Then pick up a few thick ropes,
And tie me to a chair.

Take the sharpest knife you can,
And say it's for the best,
Bring it high, up over your head,
And plunge it into my chest.

Watch me as I bleed away,
Then check to make sure I'm dead,
Once you know you're satisfied,
Walk away and turn your head....

...It was all a dream, I'm still alive,
You may think this is absurd,
But after all I've put people through,
I can only see this is what i deserve.

Vent.