At a loss

I'm trying hard to help you, and I'm really getting scared
I want you to feel better and to understand I care
I want to take your problems and put them on my own
I want to keep you safe when you are feeling so alone

You do not seem to see, For you I cry so many tears
Wishing I could be there to chase away your fears
At a loss at what to do, I only want to help you
But I can alone do so much, you have to help too

Every time I see those cuts and the words upon your arms
I want to see you happy, with no need for this self harm
Without you I am no one, though I know I don't mean much
You are the string of hope, that when I'm so down, I clutch

So let me take your problems and put them with my heart
Let me in so I can help you, and stop you falling apart
It doesn't matter anymore how I feel
So long a I can help your wounds to finally heal

For you I'd climb the highest mountain
For you I would pour from my wrist crimson fountains
I would do anything, to make you feel good inside
I hope that you see, for you I would commit suicide.....