Stupid, ugly girl

Stupid, ugly girl
No reason for her to stay
But still she lingers on
One more miserable day

Each night a promise
That the end is near
Blood red voices taunt
Bringing in new fear

Lies she feeds on
Fueling never ending pain
Tears form cherubs
Land on her pillow again

Suicide is all around
Death is thick in the air
Voices call to her
Drowning in despair

Stupid, ugly girl
Cut by the thorns of roses
Surviving on numbness
Pain and overdoses

Forgets all her thoughts
Drifting from realm to realm
Yet always landing
On the seventh level of hell

Being lead to temptation
But failure lines her path
In darkness she dances
Surely this cannot last

Success is not realistic
Freedom is but an ideal
Nothing left in her body
Wonders if this is real

Stupid, ugly girl
For got how to be loved
So this time she slipped away
Into the stars above