I wait,
For the right moment to cry.
I wait for the right time and place,
To sit and cut.
I wait for everything to leave me alone.
I wonder,
I think,
“why cant they leave me alone,
I don’t want to be shouted at,
I don’t want to be screamed at again,â€
The nights so short,
The days so long.
Can’t wait till I can sleep,
Everything passes away.
I can dream,
Of the life I wish I could have,
But I just have to stick with what I got,
Even though,
I see blood everyday.
