I never wanted to lose you..

For you love's just a game,
you aways pretended you felt the same.
You always told me you hate telling a lie,
and who does must die.
Think you have to die,
because it was you who told a lie.
You left me confused behind,
You hoped someone better to find.
Was I not good enough?
You always said I was sent from above.
Why you lied all that time?
now I really don't know anymore what's mine.
I want you so much back in my life,
because now here I stand with a knife.
Hope that knife will kill me,
I couldn't be who you wanted me to be.
My life is worthless now I'm without you,
I still love everything you do.
But why had to said goodbye of me?
At least give me back the key.
The key to my heart,
you stole it but now I fall apart.
Because of you I'm crying here,
on my cheek's a tear.
I hoped so this day would never come,
All my days with you were awesome.
Now only sad days are coming my way,
What can I do to make you stay?
I could trust you with my life and soul,
You never let me fall.
But now there was our goodbye,
But probably I'm going to die.
You are everything I needed to live,
I never felt into a cliff.
you'd stopped me of it,
It seemed there was no piece that didn't fit.
But probably the was missing something,
You seemed to care about nothing.
Not the way I felt or the things I did,
You didn't cared, not even a little bit.
But why did you gave the love we had up?
Why did it had to stop?
I never wanted to lose you,
Hoped you'd always be my boo.
But I was wrong,
Our love didn't seemed to be so strong.
I hope you know that this feeling hurts so bad,
Without you I'm very sad.
Would you please come back and love me for the rest of your life?
Or should i kill myself with the knife?