Paranoia

by katie!   Apr 9, 2005


They watch me all the time, They follow me around
Criticizing me all the time, everyone is staring
I see you all looking at me, I see you all
Leave me alone, get out of my mind, let me carry on scaring

You all think theres nobody there, but I see them
I know they watch us all the time, judging me
You think I'm a liar, and a fake, but you're wrong
I am the right one, For I am the one who can see

Everyones talking about me, I know it
It is a conspiracy to get me, and its working
You all pretend not to watch me, but I know, I know
You love to see me cry and to see me hurting

No one is listening, No one sees my scars, but they do
They want me to die, I know it, You all do
Stop staring at me all the time, I can't take it
But I can see, And I can look right through you

Why don't you believe, of course, you are one of them
I should have known, They are moving in for the kill
You're all watching me, I'm not stupid
I see you everywhere, Hiding away, next to my pills

Everywhere I look, They see me, They won't leave
I run and run but still they follow me around
From the moment I wake up I see them
You all stare as I collapse to the ground

Why won't you get them away, Make them go
Why can't you see them watching me
I can't cope, Always there, all the time
I can't get them away, They are killing me

*OK this is weird but it is how I feel most of the time :S*

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  • 19 years ago

    by macey

    hey i loved this poem it inspires me and i dont think that you have a condition because i think that everybody feels like that i write poems about me killing my self dosent mean i have even been close to doing it but if you keep writeing ill keep reading
    ps i rated it a five it was an excellent poem love ya

  • 19 years ago

    by Brookeღ

    Paranoia will destroy ya I don't remember where that saying came from! Not to be nosey but have u talked to a doctor about these feelings? U expressed the feelings u are having so well! Take Care and if u ever want to talk e-mail me! Brooke

  • 19 years ago

    by Heather M Craig

    you may be a schitzo, my best friend's brother has the disorder and you described it well if that's how you feel, so you may want to look into that. Nice piece 5/5

    Love Always,
    Heather

  • 19 years ago

    by Lost Girl

    Love it! so creepy! keep it up! stay strong!
    Love you xxxxxxxxx