It's killing me

It's killing me inside
not knowing what you hide
all the nights I've cried
hoping i would die.
you will never understand why
or the reason why i lie

i didn't want you to worry
i will leave this world in a hurry
i wanna leave
so let me be

let me die
with no one by my sdie

never knew why you left me that night
why everything was always a fight
can't everyone just be alright
will my decision to lie
my decision to cry
my decision to DIE.

..:amber:..