COLTON

Tired of shielding this broken heart,
Never truly healed from the start,
Hoping, wishing to get a last glace,
Of a long, lost and forgotten romance,
Nothing there to see, only questions why?
Left with no answer as I watch you walk by.

Heart being played with too many times,
Why is it that every relations end’s fault had to me mine?
Running is my way of shielding,
Helps keep my heart from bleeding,
When you shield your heart nothing happens,
You get what you put in, it all depends.

Too tired to go on,
To weak to keep my head high and stay strong,
Wishing I could curl up into a ball,
Maybe then I won\'t be noticed at all,
Now looking into your eyes I see a look of pity,
Makes me wonder if you really see me?

Do you even know, do you care?
That I cry myself to sleep wishing you were there,
This parted heart is truly crushed,
Did not think that it would ever hurt this much,
A life with love is one to keep,
And make you thank the lord each night before you sleep.

A life without love, is not without hope,
There is always time to live and cope,
A broken heart can slowly heal in time,
Maybe in the end the heart that is whole will be mine,
As for you my boy I say goodbye,
Goodbye to you and all your lies.

For one day I’ll look back and smile,
Maybe I’ll think that all this heartbreak was worthwhile,
Though right now I may be sad and depressed,
But then later I’ll enjoy my happiness,
My heart right now may be broken in two,
But the person I’m sorry for is not me, but you.

*goodbye to you colton.col-ton