Is it possible to miss someone so much, when they never truly belonged to you
you were everything in my life
my best friend and someone I thought who would always be there for me
when all around me turned to grey, you were my sunshine
with the storm clouds creeping in over the horizon
you were there with a simple smile and a loving hug, with that I saw only blue skies
even as the rain and thunder crashed at my window
nothing in my life made sense but you
I thought you were getting too close
I just got scared
it was beginning to feel like I needed you too much
when I needed you the most, I pushed you away
you tried to stay but I drove you far from me
I miss you now
and as I stand alone in the rain, I wonder what could have been
