The only answer to life is it's conclusion............death.
love, felt so deeply in life, suddenly all consuming in death.
such irony my love
you leave me living but inside i am dying
where i was brightness now i am darkness
thoughts dacing irratically thoughout my subconscious to nowhere.
No escape, no answers.
Lost, totally and utterly alone
hiding the numbness that surrounds me
safety in denial
unbearable heartache in truth
Eyes open, wandering aimlessly, but seeing nothing though my tears
not even you My Darling
Help me i beg you
fill me with your essence, restore my thoughts, open my eyes
and reunite with my heart.
Heal my pain and destroy my emptiness
live in me, in death, as you could never do in life.
If not in body, then in soul
surround my coldness with your warmth.
In death i am yours more than i ever was in life.
