1st Love

Why do I still love you?
We're through
You broke my heart.
Yet I still care for you.
I thought we could withstand the test of time.
I was wrong.
We broke up,
I was crushed.
Every time I saw you with her,
It drove me insane.
If you even mentioned her,
I felt as if you tore out my heart.
We've been apart for some time now,
But every time I see you...
My heart flutters
I remember how it felt...
When we kissed.
When you held me.
I felt as if I were floating.
I felt confident.
I felt safe.
But I also remember the bad times.
Like when I found out about HER.
And when you told me we couldn't be together.
Then I get depressed.
I've forgiven you for what happened.
I just wish you could forgive me to...
I'll always have feelings for you.
You were my first
And probably my last.