You Will Find Me There

There is a place i have within.
You will find me there.

There is a certain something i will never win.

You will find me with blood stained hands.

When I'm in that place i cannot stand.

There is a feeling i cannot over come.

There is something within me that blocks out any fun.

Death is with me and everywhere i go.

You will find me with him while my soul will slowly go.

These blood stained hands are the marks of pain and guilt.

Throughout each day I am in pain and misery.

You will find me when my end will finally be.

Forever dying my pain will be no more.

You will find me with blood stained hands on the blood soaked floor.

Within i have memories of the past. But today my emotions will never last.

The thought of my true love gone away.
makes the pain worse each and every day.

Lost i will be but the torment shall evade.

Suicide is only choice where memories slowly fade.