Little sister
you always kept my secrets
why did you have to go and kill yourself?
you were only 11 years old
I know you talked of suicide
but you told me to keep it a secret
now i wish i didn't
I may not have told you a lot
but i loved you more than anything
and without you I'd die
Why didn't you think of the people you'd hurt?
was it really that bad?
I've never seen mom cry this hard
not even when dad left
Now we stand here
at your resting place
saying our last good-byes
I wish it could have been me instead
you had so much to live for and more
you were loved by so many
and you loved so many
I place what i have written in your hands
hoping when you get to heaven
you will read it
and let me know everything will be alright
and that you didn't go in to much pain.
