I can't hide behind myself anymore.
I can't keep looking for a way out and still pass up the door.
It isn't fair to myself, there's no way I'll be able to even out the score, seems I'm always going to be on the bottom of the batttle.
The battle that's inside myself, the one that no matter how hard I try, could never be blamed on anyone else.
Sometimes I look around and don't understand who I've become, I'm constantly looking in the mirror at a stranger.
I've lost myself, and am now it seems depending on everyone else.
I know it isn't me, I know this isn't the way I should be, but something in me is tearing me down...it isn't because of anyone else, it's because slowly I'm starting to lose myself.
