I got this pain in my chest
it will not go away
it hurts me more with each passing day
he is all I think of he put my love to the test
every time I think of him
it burns deep inside
what am I to do
in the lord I can only confide
he was the one that left
the one that walked away
he put our love to the test
this I got to deal with everyday
when he calls me on the phone
I want to reach out and tell him how I feel
but I can not do that I got to leave him alone
dear lord how do I deal
this pain is unbearable
it hides deep inside
it is only this guy who can make my soul feel alive
I think of him all the time
he is always on my mind
It feels like a crime
to love him how do I unwind?
My heart is burning from the inside out
I want to grab him
want to scream and shout
from the top of my lungs tell him I love you-Ryan yes I do
but there is nothing I can do
he is way over there
and here I am with someone else-whoopiedadoo!
Ryan you make my heart tear
my soul bleeds endlessly to have him by my side
to hold him close at night
but he is nowhere to find
this pain is very hard to fight
I love him so much
there is not a day I do not think of him
and wish I could just feel his soft touch
what is a girl to do
Dear Ryan I can not stop thinking of you
I can not sleep tears start to fall
do you even have a clue
you told me you would call
I never heard from you Ryan and it is already four o clock
and here I am writing this poem for you
and all I can hear is tick tock
what is a girl to do
I am so lonesome
my tears are burning down my cheeks
I wish I could forget him if only I had some rum
I would drink my face off like you
and all them other freaks
If only I had the guts to call Ryan now
and just tell him I how I feel
but I will keep it a secret until forever this I vow
I would rather say it to his face and keep it real
I will sit here with this heartburn
nothing could take it away
Ryan is someone I yearn
each and every day
I will always love him
I promise him this
for Ryan is my soulja
and someone I truly miss
