Unsure (I need the truth)

Lately i have felt unsure
about what is right for me
i don't know what to believe anymore
i need the truth why can't that you see

there are things about you that i really like
and many i do not
you said you would never lie to me
but maybe you forgot

you said that drugs were a thing of the past
and smoking you said the same
if you still do then its over
and your stupidity would be to blame

i hate it when you get in trouble
and i hate the fact your grades are low
but i really truly like you
and that i think that you should know

mo matter what happens
I'm always here for you
but lately i have felt unsure
i don't know what to do

Ive been having feelings
for your best friend
i don't think Ive been fair to you
i wish that this would end

the other day your best friend told me
that he had feelings to
this just makes me more unsure
i don't know what to do

Ive always been a good girl
i never have not
Ive been sneaking around and lying
and this has been happening an awful lot

i am feeling so unsure
and i do not know why
i cannot make it go away
so all i do is cry

i feel really alone
as tears roll down my cheek
i feel really vulnerable
i feel really weak

i wish i could tell you
the way that i feel
but i cant 'cuz if i hurt you
i would never heal

i need to know the truth
and this isn't pretend
so just tell me whats real
or this is the end