I feel like dying
): i feel like crying
): i feel like committing suicide
): but no one cares
): she didn\\\\\\\'t|_): she will never care
): i feel so alone
): in this empty home
): like no one is hearing my screams
): all i feel is pain
): when i think of u
): and nothing for you to gain
): but then my heart gets blue
): i wish u would tell me you still loved me and still cared
): i wish u would tell me we would be together forever like friends should be
): together forever she once said
): but that was all a lie
): I wonder if that was true
): did she really mean those words
): but i will never know
): she is a mystery
): my life is a mystery now
): without her
): i am nothing
): but without her i begin to gain pain
): but what is pain?
): pain is a feeling,
): of hurt
): and shame
): and other things u cannot explain
): and no one to blame
): but i wonder i wonder am i to blame
): for the choice she has made
): but theres only one person to blame
): that person is a girl who lives in shame
): wonders if she will ever be happy
): wanting someone to make her smile
): wanting to feel loved
): i want to be loved
): i wanna give love
): i wanna love u
): but you\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'lLlevert me
): i wish you would love me
): catch my fears
): catch my tears
): be my heart
): be my soul
): u can be me
): but u dodDodington be
): but i lay here in bed thinking about u
): wonder if u would ever be true to be with you.
): but u should see these tears running down my face
): what are the tears from?
): the tears are from u
): when i saw you at school that one day
): all it made me want to do was run away
): but all i wanted to do was to cry
): i want to be happy
): but u wont let me be
): i want us to be friends
): but then i love u
): u broke my heart
): but i want us to be forever
): like u said we would always be
): I am mad that you broke my heart
): heart
): but I\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'m MreMaMore_): Ur the only person i trusted
): only person i told my thoughts to
): only person i told i had a crush ON BEN
): but i guess udodiniodinate me
): All the secrets we shared, all the laughter..
): is all gone
): i am nothing with out u
): I\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'m tMing M tamingon
): but it hurts when i think about u
): i feel so lonely
): so empty inside
): i need a friend
): i need somebody
): that will care
): I wanna die
): but then it would be a crime
): but should it be suicide
): will u hear me then
): will u see me then
): will u run to me
): will u cry for me
): will u love me
): i loved u like a sister
): but i guess u didndidlodwindled|_): i wanna love again
): but i dont dintdintget hurt
): i listen to these songs and all i do is think about u
): in this world there is real and make believe
): all these thoughts are never resting
): but Ur something that i dont dintdint|donativemy head theres only u now
): my life sucks
): i feel like dying
): but right now I\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'m cryMg
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): will the pain go away
): its not like i have alot galto faltoegaloot I\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'m dumbM_): hatMmDumbo
): no one likes me
): I\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\'m a losM
): u mMt oloamought so
): thats why u ended it
): as i send this letter , u might understand the thoughts that were never understood
): maybe one day u would understand
): my pain that lied within
): i will always love u
): but sometimes i wish i would hate u
): but think of me from time to time, as u read this letter, and maybe when you have someone u love,dont letdintm go_|dintletdown
