Gonna Get a Knife

Right do I used to be all dark and scary and thgouht i was goth and thought life sucked... but i .. whatever... so i deleted some of my relly dark poems but i thought this one was pretty good... even though its dark and scary

I'm gonna get a knife.
I'm gonna threaten my life.
Life's not worth living.
Because I'm not giving
Any effort effort to survive.
I'm gonna get a knife.
I'm gonna get rid of this life.
I don't see a reason to go on.
I'll be gone
By dawn.
I'm gonna get a knife.
I'm not gonna take this life.
I'll see you some place else
Whether in Heaven or in Hell.
I'm gonna get a knife.
I'm gonna threaten my life.