I let my friend win

AS I SIT
I REALIZE THAT THIS IS IT
THE LAST TIME
MY LIFE AIN'T WORTH DIME
I REACH FOR MY FRIEND
AND DECIDE THAT THIS IS TO BE THE END
THE LAST TIME I CUT,
THE LAST TIME I CRY OUT FOR HELP,
THE LAST TIME I WALK DOWN THE HALL,
TO TOUCH THE WALL,
TO SEE THE LOVING FACE
TO FEEL A WARM EMBRACE
THE LAST TIME I FEEL ANY SORT OF PAIN
SO I SAY MY GOODBYE
AND HOPE YOU DON'T CRY
IT MAY NOT BE RIGHT
BUT I'VE SEEN MY LIGHT
SO NOW MY FRIEND AND I
WE HAVE OUR FIGHT
I GIVE IN
AND LET MY FRIEND WIN